Hawk Roosting

Today at Benjamins Cottage, I saw a sparrowhawk through the conservatory and managed to get a picture from our upstairs window.  Though in a tame garden environment, the bird recalled to mind the poem by Ted Hughes from wilder scenes.

It took the whole of Creation
To produce my foot, my each feather:
Now I hold Creation in my foot

In our post-enlightenment western civilisation we have indeed tried to hold creation in our grasp. The poem demonstrates  that this must be seen, in the end, as a thoroughly misguided pride. In the process, the civilised values of human life that give it significance have been forgotten. Man in our times is driven by mad impulses and obsessions.

Still, my hawk looked benign, though a little preoccupied.

Hawk Roosting

Ted Hughes (1930 - 1998)

I sit in the top of the wood, my eyes closed.

Inaction, no falsifying dream

Between my hooked head and hooked feet:

Or in sleep rehearse perfect kills and eat.

The convenience of the high trees!

The air's buoyancy and the sun's ray

Are of advantage to me;

And the earth's face upward for my inspection.

My feet are locked upon the rough bark.

It took the whole of Creation

To produce my foot, my each feather:

Now I hold Creation in my foot

Or fly up, and revolve it all slowly -

I kill where I please because it is all mine.

There is no sophistry in my body:

My manners are tearing off heads -

The allotment of death.

For the one path of my flight is direct

Through the bones of the living.

No arguments assert my right:

The sun is behind me.

Nothing has changed since I began.

My eye has permitted no change.

I am going to keep things like this. 

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Published 1960

On the Difficulty of Identifying Clouds

First published April 22nd 2012

I have just come in from taking a few pictures of the sky, after a short and sudden hailstorm. Recently, I have been discussing with a friend, the names and identities of clouds. The spring season is on us, April is delivering the anticipated showery days, and the time seems propitious to nail down some of this esoteric wisdom.

Here is a view looking north from our house.

Cumulonimbus - or possibly Cumulostratus

And here is the opposing southerly view, a few minutes later

Cumulus threatening to be Cumulonimbus

I am reminded once again of how tricky it is to pin down these esoteric names. I have studied the guide ( here it is from the Met Office), and have looked at similar photos of clouds on their website: but I still find it a puzzle to commit between Cumulus, and the lower-level Cumulonimbus. And getting the distinction between Cumulonimbus and Cumulostratus is also a challenge.

In my “northerly” view above, I think I’d  go for Cumulostratus, given that there are no distinctive white cotton-wool edges anywhere … or are there just a few hints of them in there?

In my “southerly” view, we see only the top half of some very fluffy Cumulus – but behind the trees, wno knows what Nimbus awaits?

The philosoper Heraclitus of Ephesus (540-480 BC) teaches that all things are in flux or change. This for him was the case, in spite of what empirical evidence might indicate at times. Nothing is permanent, but everything is constantly becoming something else or going out of existence.
It doesn’t rain much in Ephesus, but I think he must have seen a few clouds in his time.

Met Office guide to cloud types and pronunciations

Source: metoffice.gov.uk

The Grave of Vivien Eliot

Vivien Eliot Headstone : Reads “In Loving Memory of
Vivien Haigh Eliot Died 29th January 1947”

Vivien Haigh-Eliot (formerly Vivienne Haigh-Wood) is buried in Pinner New Cemetery, North London. She was born in Bury, Lancashire on 28th May 1888, and famously was the first wife of modernist poet, author, playwright and publisher T. S. Eliot.

At the time of her death on January 22nd 1947, she was resident at Northumberland House psychiatric hospital in Finsbury Park, having been sectioned in 1938 after a period of erratic and unpredictable behaviour. The cause of death was given as a heart attack.

The green band attaches the headstone to two upright posts to the rear. This is a health and safety measure to avoid accidents caused by toppling headstones which have become prey to subsidence. There are several of these in the cemetery.

Register of Burials with the 
Listing for Vivien

Vivien Haigh-Eliot 1888-1947

A sad reflection of the care afforded to her memory, was that although she died in fact on January 22nd, no-one saw any reason to ensure the correct date was recorded on her headstone.

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A Visit

I visited the grave on November 25th 2011, and so recalling the visit now after several months is a task fraught with the risk of false notes – no, not a risk, but a certainty.

I asked for help at the site office, to find Vivien’s grave. The distance between the cemetery office and the plot is a short one. I was accompanied by the cemetery groundsman, the young man of whom I made my initial enquiry. We walked in silence, he looking from side to side as he walked, verifying the letters and numbers on some mentally-configured grid; and I, simply pacing a step or two behind him, in deference to his knowledge and quietly pleased to have found such a willing helper.

We reached the grave. I made a brief exclamation, the words of which I dare not recall because of the risk of a false note. The gap between anticipation and reality is understood as a shadow which has no definition. The moment of seeing Vivien’s grave for the first time was layered with every element of that gap.

I was in awe of the moment: here was the grave in its simple, physical reality: yet the moment of first sight opened up and absorbed a backwash of surprise and puzzlement, of melancholy.

Immediately obvious was the faded inscription – Vivien’s name is difficult to decipher. Weathering has taken its toll. But equally obvious was the presence of a bright green band of plastic, encircling the headstone and holding it to two wooden stakes. My impromptu guide/groundsman explained the health and safety regulations which create the need to secure those headstones which are prone to toppling due to subsidence. Vivien’s headstone is amongst the several thus affected. A metaphor perhaps for the support of strangers as institutionalised life takes hold.

I was grateful still for the presence of the young man who was helping me. I was curious as to how many people had come, like me, to visit the grave. In his six years in the role, he told me, he had seen only two people before me. I thanked him for his help and let him get back to his work.